This society I live in is toxic. It isn't right. But tonight something clicked. I went back to Spring. I remembered the hope and independence I had. And now I will do anything to get it back. I have been through a whole fucking lot of shit, but I think I learned something really important. I know that the love my friends describe, thats not really love. The love they describe is nothing more than a judgement of physical appearance. That is a mockery to all that love really is. Because isn't true love blind. Isn't true love something we feel rather than what we see. I thought it was supposed to be that way. Tonight, it was different. I had that moment there where I just couldn't move. At all. I sat there, all alone in a crowded room, and couldn't move a muscle. For a moment my mind was just focused on that song, just focused on that moment. A small piece of serenity out of all this combustion.