There is this song I used to listen to. It was such a perfect song. I could listen to it for days. And I would always try to fit it to situations in my life. And it never really worked. But I finally found something. You remind me of that song. And even though its a sad song I'm happy that I finally found something that gives that song meaning to me. I wish that we could have been something else. That something better could have come from being with you. But it just didn't. There was nothing there. I felt nothing. So even though I might have cried if I had been told before all of this that this would be the song that would end up reminding me of you, I'm happy that I at least have something to remember everything with you by.

"And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you"

-Taylor Swift