When I see you I get this rush running through my body. Like my entire body is on vibrate. I'm just some socialites blackberry that is receiving to way to many bbm's. And it just keeps going and going and I have no control over it. I'm weak. Your presence controls me. You don't. The person you represent in my mind controls me. But I can't get to someone who doesn't exist. You don't exist. Nothing that happened really did. It was just a blurred dream wrapped up in my own frayed memory. Nothing. It was nothing. At all. When I see you I should see nothing. But instead I get this feeling. I keep telling myself to just pretend I never knew you, but no matter how much we deny it, I did. I knew you. Knew. I don't know you though. Know. I have nothing to say for you though. I have no clue what any of this, could have meant to you. Probably nothing. Nothing. We were nothing. Why am I even saying we? There is no us, we, you and me. There is just me. There is just you. But you are so far away. It might as well just be me. Just me.

I hope for one day I can forget you.

Hope I will go one day without thinking about you.

One day.

Thats all I need.