You know what I like about relationships, none of them are ever the same. I mean with each person you date, flirt with, hookup with you are a new person. So at the time when everything comes crashing down it kills you but its completely internal. Nobody ever really knows, and I mean thats heartbreak in itself. But I think we can change from the people we used to be. You've been heartbroken and torn up and pushed to your limits but when you are part of something new you can forget all of that. You don't always have to be the underdog. The one who just loved as the other simply walked away. You know sometimes what I think I love the best about relationships is that the only people who actually know the truth are the people in them. And so its like you have lots of wonderful, happy secrets with everyone you're with. And I've got to tell you I really like looking at peoples eyes because I think its insane how you can just sit there and without anyone else knowing have an entire relationship filled with love and sorrow and infatuation and lust and tragedy but never speaking a single word.