Sometimes the future is scary. But I think I've figured out that it's only scary if you want it to be. And you make yourself have good days and bad days. And you can take anything if you want it enough. Because you predict your own future by what you did in the past. And although when you come home from the worst day in the world the last person you want to blame is yourself I have realized that that is the only person I can reason blaming. People only affect us if we want them to. Nothing has to last forever. There are no scars that cannot be covered. And although it still may be there, it still has happened. We ourselves choose to remember it. People are so interesting in that way because I think we are the ones who choose to make our lives hard or not and you just have to choose to make the best of your situation and figure out what will give you the brightest future. Because after all the future isn't that scary. The dinosaurs have already died. They are not going to try to eat us. We have nothing to be afraid of.