In the end listening to the heart is going to be what kills you. You're going to keep on falling in love to find out it was only infatuation. You're going to let him run wild through you're mind when it's not worth the ache. You won't know whats real and whats just a game. Cause I've been letting my heart win and I don't know whats going on. I mean I know what I see, I know what I hear and I can put those pieces together. I just can't figure out whats behind you. What you're thinking. It's two different people that you've managed to embody. There is the person that everyone sees and talks about, but then there is someone else. I see someone else when you catch my eye. Thats the person I've been falling for. But he's not there anymore. He left before you could even meet him. Just for those moments though, I feel him come back to me for a second and my body becomes calm inside. I know it isn't all a lie, but if I were you I would take a step back. And figure out what you want because time is running out and I can't bring myself to wait forever. I wont' put myself through that kind of torture just to lose in the end. Just to have my hypocritical heart get burned in the flames.