Sometimes words make no sense to me. Because in reality they have no distinct meaning. The meaning is the feelings behind the worlds that are said. And what can make things complicated and confusing is that we can never tell if people truly have feelings underneath the words they speak. Because everyday people say things just for the sake of saying them when they actually feel differently. And there are so many moments I would like to go back to in my life to see and to speculate if those people really meant what they were saying. I want to be able to get into their heads and see what caused those words, that have stayed in my mind for so long, to come out of their lips. So even when you told me you promised I may have trusted you but there was never any truth behind those words. And if there were maybe I wouldn't be feeling so isolated right now. And although some of us look at words as our beacon of hope. Seeking text as their way to learn. I prefer going out into the world and finding truth for myself. Being able to experience the concept rather than just process a never ending cycle of swirling words. I see those words just as pathways of injustice. Roads going nowhere.