It's been a year. But I find myself in the exact same place I was. Why do I keep doing this to myself. I just want it all to be over. For it all to end. I still feel depressed and hungover and tired. I still don't want to do anything at all. I still regret way to much shit and I still go over the edge for people who really don't deserve it. I'm still the same person I was a year ago. I just have different people cast as characters in the never ending play of my mistakes. I want to have this all go away. I want to forget this all ever happened.